You might think that I'd be haunted by Tina or Jeremy or the fact that I cheated on Pete with not just Chris but with his own brother! But none of them haunt me, Chris is all that haunts me. I still question so many things. So many of his actions don't jive with his words. I still think of him all the time and just want to see him again. I miss him so much! I just want to go back to the way things were when Pete and I were seperated. I'm not completly stupid, I know that if Pete hadn't moved back in things wouldn't have continued on the way they were going. I know that he would've moved on or Roger and I would've become more serious or something. But it never ever would've ended with me and Chris.
I was so happy with him, they way we were together and how we were with each other.
I just want to experience what that was like again.
