So I started this blog to follow the progress of my new business and how I went from poor, can't even live paycheck to paycheck to someone who was earning money and helping others. It has since become a place for me to talk about the one person who completely consumes me. Even after years of run around, other relationships and heartache, he still drives me krazee. But now, after all this time, ever getting to talk to him again lays solely in his hands or up to fate. I finally blocked him on fb so I can't go looking for him, just trying to rid myself of him. But I still want him.
My boyfriend is a lazy piece of shit. I can't believe that he doesn't think that he needs to find a new job! I bring in the biggest paycheck and child support. We barley live paycheck to paycheck as it is. Apparently he thinks that since he actually works, unlike his brother, that's good enough. But it's not good enough. I would be okay being the 'bread winner' if he was at least working full time. He seems to think that it's okay not too live better than we are, cuz we are living better than we were. He is gonna know very soon that if he thinks it's okay to live like this and 'support' the real estate business doesn't mean that I'm gonna let him spend my money. I'm tired of him living off me. I love him and want to be with him. But I can't stay with someone who is only ok with doing as little as he has to.
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